Let
Me Come In by Richard Bugg |
Two
nights before Christmas I sat on my bed, And more than just sugar plums danced in my head. Our savings depleted; my
job quite unstable; The kids were all fighting
about who was first "Is Santa a
Fake?" the ten-year-old cried. "Of course Santa's
real," answered mother with glee. "Oh, Good!" the
kids cried. "'Cause St. Nick at the mall My head started pounding;
my temples were throbbing. "Oh, Daddy, oh,
Daddy! How will Santa Clause guess I turned to my wife -- a
long pleading look. I read them a story then
tucked them in bed While Mama in her
nightshirt and I in my skivvies The news was all bad --
the economy down. I shut the thing off and
turned out the light. A grunting of sorts was my
tender goodnight. Two minutes? Two hours? I
couldn't be sure. I ran to the window, threw
open the drape. The moon on the breast of
the five-day old slush When what to my dull
aching eyes should appear Yes, Santa was there, but
him I expected. The Cratchits, with
Scrooge, and young Tiny Tim. The Whos all from Whoville,
the Grinch and ol' Max. The muppets there doing
their whole Christmas thing. And Jack with his
beanstalk just starting to grow. Frosty was singing and
Rudolph was glowing, Just what I should do. If
I had a choice "Let me in," the
voice said. What an odd piercing line. Not the voice of a wolf
though, I knew from the start. "Let me in,"
came again, and the crowd seemed to hear Of my untidy lawn. How
embarrassed was I I ventured to walk down
the stairs and go out. "Oh, help me, please
help me. I have bills to pay. "We've too many
mouths to feed and to dress. I said what I felt. I said
it out loud. But their faces were
filled with contentment, not thought. Nostalgia, some laughs,
and some heart-warming plots, In my friends just behind
me. But they don't possess My friends faded then --
fairy tales all. I fell to my knees, folded
hands at my chin. I awoke in my bed and
turned to my wife. The day of all days,
Christmas Eve came. "On Dasher, On
Dancer, On Prancer and Vixen." The Grinch carved his
Beast. Tiny Tim God-Blessed all. I opened to Luke. We read
of His birth. We read of our Lord, of
our Savior, my friend, All the spirit of
Christmas; the Spirit of Love; Christmas day came, and
Santa Clause too. In fact, though their list
had been shortened a tad "Is there someone out
there, some girl or some boy, I did lose my job, then
along came a better. Our home now abounds not
with money, nor fame, I remember the stress and
the fear that has been, |
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